I’m Different and I’m Sad About It
July 3rd, 2008
It’s been a while from my last post eh? Yeah, I’m kinda like busy of my work and seem like cannot find time to sit down and write something. But today, I had a very awful experience at work that made me shrink me like a balloon running out of air and made me turn red as a ripe tomato.
It’s the experience I’ve always been afraid of, and is the one that made me stop playing basketball. I certainly don’t want to talk about it here because I might close my blog because of it (Heh, that made me smile a bit). But I am sad. Errr, I want to talk about it more but I can’t, It’ll just make me more sadder.
Nonsense eh? Yeah, I wish I haven’t posted this but I just feel it can make me feel better. *sigh*
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hmmm… I think I know what it is. Tell me the whole story when you wake-up.
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LivingSouL reply on July 4th, 2008:
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We all will experience it when we are in the working realm already…it will come sooner or later…different person, different situation..hang in there man…
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LivingSouL reply on July 4th, 2008:
Maybe some, but not all
thanks for the words mate..
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Wow, that’s a post that makes you want to read and go … bitin! Hope you feel better though. It seems your friends are definitely there for you.
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LivingSouL reply on July 7th, 2008:
Well, I am feeling better now. Thanks to my girlfriend. I will have to take care of something in order to avoid that to happened. Thanks for visiting my blog. Very much appreciated.
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this post just makes me wonder, what does basketball, work, your blog, and being different all have in common? I was gonna guess your gay but then you said your girlfriend cheered you up. Now i wonder what it could be. Well good luck man, don’t let anyone else get you down, like I say its MY world you just live in it. Follow this motto and things will look up. Its very important in live to always stay positive and keep your head up.
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LivingSouL reply on July 23rd, 2008:
I mean, that experience has nothing to do with my blog, work or basketball. This post is all about what I have. This experience has been behind me since I was in high school, and it really makes me shrink. It’s too embarrassing to share
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Hi Mark,
I don’t suppose you remember me. But I was one of those members of groups who had their plates done by you.
Acceptance is the key. This ought to get you moving to get over whatever it is that’s bothering you. And things like these are definitely unhealthy especially when they come to the point that it still affects a huge part of your life.. and that is your ‘present’ life. Face it now or it’ll haunt you again and again making you feel like this..
We all have those dirty little secrets..
I for one was an alcoholic. i’ve had two pregnancies throughout college. Other than my high school friends, I never had more close friends.. Now you probably remember me
Walking down those long corridors all alone..
I am a weirdo. I’ve had my bouts with life. But through all the obstacles… with each fall, I’ve stood up stronger and better..
You may be thinking I should not have been writing these.. Well, I am not proud of the mistakes.. but I take pride in what I have made out of myself because of these..
After graduating college, i’ve alredy had two fulltime jobs.. Now I’m freelancing as a content writer on the side while taking care of my adorable kids..
See the brighter side of things.
Hope I made sense..
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And I am happy and proud to be the oddity that I am…
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